a player’s lament
bow put together. arrow put together. bow and arrow put together. bow, arrow and player brought together. plays. entranced… overwhelmed. remembers… flashes… starts to fill with painful memories… deep sadness... tears… plays it out… has to…
the melody returns… the tonal rhythm haunts, pays testimony to the vibrations felt… that fill space, the chamber of the skull, body. the bow remembers… the string ties past and present in the now… the player is afflicted… gripped, enchanted… increasingly strained by it, by the need to play out the full story… the ache, the pain… the player feels compelled to embrace the bow even if it means another plunge, another lunge… more pain, further than before… as the bow trembles… the player is compelled to feel… play, listen/speak, be it…
to memory
to remember
different tune…same visions
to out, to move on…
what was there
before – and – after
the laughter – and then the silence
the drought – and then the blood
the cries – and then the slaughter
the disbelief – and then the end…
eagles circled there
where nature fed life abundantly
where love played in song
vultures kept to the haziness of the horizon
when nurture came to take life
to feed the cold greed of muskets
the earth vanished
characters:
yellow sand dunes, millions of grains
rock circle formations, hundreds of rocks
snakes, bats and crickets
widgets
gadgets
dogs
birds of paradise
brush and humble grasses
circle of eagles
three crows
lone emaciated vulture
large baobab trees
goats
huts
mist
unbridled horses
wind
children
light
dark
silence
bow-player complex
tears
guns, rifles
whiteness
praying mantis (without head)
an eland, in flight
god, in omniscience
witnesses to
that day
trees sang and birds bore sweet fruit
when life was a song in season
until the melody of the dog’s mouthbowtrees sang and birds bore sweet fruit
when life was a song in season
started to sound deadly restless
and the sand dunes acted shifty
in the stillness of the breeze
witnesses to that day
the kommanie came through the mist
the sand contains and remembers
the trees have willowed
under the weight of its muteness
crows come to tell of that day
a village fell silent after the noise
a valley fell empty of life and limb
and vultures mourned their luck
what was that there
in time and space?
before – and – after
the laughter – and then the silence
the drought – and then the blood
the cries – and then the slaughter
the disbelief – and then the end
eagles circled there
where nature fed life abundantly
kept vultures in the haziness of the horizon
what happened
when nurture came to take life
to feed the cold greed of muskets
a deadly silence has perpetuated
through the tender ages
the string of the bow had been broken
the memory of a people wiped
the land rendered void, discovered
the bow-player/plant/animal complex beckon
outside of circles that entrance tribal fires
memory floats in swirls of melody
the bow has remembered the string
the arrow has been recalled to song
the wind speaks for the trees
and birds sing for souls unsung
in the ear of a bow, a string tremors of
memories lost and found on the wind
the story has entered the skull
the eardrums of the bow-player tells
of the complexity of human, wood,
stone, iron, bone and sinew
the cosmos resonates
in the vibrations between
heaven and earth, where justice is silent
trees have carried a heavy burden of truth
birds have chorused the details
to reach the beat of the player’s heart
!gda

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